wow, there are many times when I feel like I am the only one who doesn't understand my friends, or why I keep feeling frustrated in trying to get them to understand me, or why we fight so much. but, it seems lately that I have fixed that mess and life is better. I guess. anyways, this boy's comments really hit hard and seemed ever so real. and I just discovered his blog so you should too.
Oh, my god.
Oh my fucking god.
You know who you are...don't ever, ever, EVER call me again. You have destroyed any shred of trust I had in you. How dare you lie to me. Best of luck to you and your fucking crazy train.
Good riddance.
UPDATE
Wow...rereading that, I sure sound a bit melodramatic, don't I? Well, I was pissed when I wrote that. I was hurt. I felt like I had been kicked in the stomach.
And the tummy full of cocktails only added to the drama. Vodka drama=an ugly mess.
However, I've had a day to mull over it...and to reflect upon what happened. I'm not going to get into it, other than to say someone I was good friends with, someone I trusted and loved, looked right into my eyes and lied to me not 3 days ago when I took him out to lunch. The ironic thing is I really didn't give two shits about what he was lying about; the fact that he lied to me, subsequently destroying my trust in him, is what I found so painful. Especially since this is the second time in 3 months someone I've loved dearly looked right into my eyes and lied to me.
Sigh...life goes on...the sun will rise tomorrow, and a new day shall begin. Like I've said before, this too, shall pass.
Next time, I need to simply walk away from my computer, and shut off my cellphone before I end up doing something really stupid.
Again.
I'll tell you what though, the friends I do trust have helped me through this, and kept me from thinking too much about it. Daigle promised he'd be cordial if he ever ran into the person in question. You never know what that boy will do to someone who hurts me...he's like a pitbull sometimes.
Hey Frank, thanks for the kudos. I think I'm just going to bury the hatchet with my friend, but not pursue a closer friendship. I'll be cordial, but I'll probably never trust him again.
Because not only did he lie about hanging out with my ex bf (the main reason why I was so mad), he actually fooled around with him after promising me he'd never, ever do something like that.
So...to be honest...I wish him well, but I have no use for him.
Posted by: chad | May 18, 2005 at 08:57 PM
Liars can go f*ck themselves!
WHEW! That feels good!
Posted by: Groove | May 17, 2005 at 08:59 AM
Hey boyee... how are you? Sorry I've been out of the loop but I hope you are doing well. Nice do! *wink*
Posted by: ABoy&HisToy aka Jason | May 16, 2005 at 09:16 PM